2007, present tense, no doubt its a year where many things happened, and i know that im being bloody selfish. its true that humans do not cherish things until they had lost it, that includes love, trust, faith, and everything else that is priceless in this world. once, i am a person who takes refuge in gadgets, which gives me temporary joy and pleasure whenever i get my hands on them, in the process i neglected things that are important to me. i prefer to game, to spend time with friends who, i do not know, are they my friends, than spending time with 1 person who has always been there for me these 2 years.
2 months ago, we broke up. it indeed is a decision that i regret very much till today. i know, its too late for me, to tell you that i saw myself with you in da future. but its now faded away, because u are not by my side. i guess, its the right decision that you made, for not coming back to me. its my fault in the first place and im still blaming myself for not being able to be more patient with you. no matter is it ur fault, or mine, ill just blame it on myself.
i caused you misery, i made you cry although i promised u that i wont make you cry. i made you miserable, i made you lose your senses, i still cant forget those words that you told me, what happened after we broke up. i cant forget it. i cant. it makes me… jealous.. lustful, and full of wrath, the properties of which should not even exist in the human life. its too late now, for me to say all these. and i dont think any1 would even stumble across my blog. for i feel that i am of no worth to anyone.
UTAR, is a place where i hoped that i would change for the better. but it seems like, this is not the place for me. the people around me are naive, people who wouldn even think of the consequences of their actions. people who would just give you a call and ask you to fetch them to wherever they want. people who would just notice you when they are in need, and discard of you and treat u as a mirror all the time. im losing faith in myself, im breaking up. if all you people value those that have fluent tongue in rubbish and fiddlesticks, then by all means, i wish you all the best.
sorry, sorry, sorry. i am sick and tired of this bloody word that you are constantly telling me. if you are sorry, then jump into the lake at westlake and ill know that you are sorry. not happy with me, TELL IT DIRECTLY TO MY FACE. instead of being a joker who can change personalities anytime.
to my dear, i.. pray to God that you will come back into my arms again… for i really, love you. what love means to us, only you will know…. and only i will know…
This is really crap with malaysia, Streamyx boasts that they are providing good services and, poslaju says that you can get your parcel as soon as possible!
recently i ordered/bought a few decks of cards from a online shop. nice, but the thing is that, most or all of the decks that i ordered is out of stock and they have to backorder it from the United States... oh God... but its still alright. finally after 3 weeks of waiting, the shop sent me an email saying that the card reached malaysia but is currently at the customs for inspection. cool! =) really delighted to hear that.
but, he sent me another email saying that there might be another delay for me to receive the parcels as poslaju is currently slow at picking up the stuffs at customs.. oh dear.. took pos laju 5 days just to pick up stuffs from the customs? fine.. chill Bunz chill..
as Caleb, the salesperson of the online shop emailed me again saying that my parcel is already delivered to me through poslaju, of coz, im delighted to hear that. i ordered my stuffs 5 weeks ago!! =( haiz.. oh well, its still good news to me.
today, the 12th of november 2008, i fall sick this morning, due to a bad headache and nausea in the morning.. Wei Kiat was shouting at me to go to class. nearly screwed him up but i didn coz i was in a bad condition. sry Wei Kiat and thanks again. haha...
went back home early from class, waited for my parcel from 11am till 5pm!! i made calls to poslaju to track my parcel and it says that its already at kampar and will be delivered to me as soon as possible and poslaju asked me to check with pos malaysia Kampar. i called them, and the operator replied me saying that the posman had already picked up the parcel and is currently delivering the parcel to me now. that was around... 1.30pm. its 5.18pm now and i havent received my parcel and the latest updates from pos malaysia Kampar is, they cant track where is my parcel now and they ask me to wait for a red card tomorrow. what the hell?
CANT POS MALAYSIA TELL ME THAT THE PARCEL IS AT THE POST OFFICE? who is the postman working for? where the hell is my parcel and they tell me that they dont know who to contact at the moment regarding my parcel. really frustrated at the services of malaysia, first streamyx by tmnet aka streamnut/screamyx by tmnut and now poslaju aka poslambat by Malaysia... crappz.. haiz.. and the weather is bad and Bun Bun needs to rest.. sad.
dont wear a big hat if your head is not that big. cheers. =)
Woohoo! my first blog post here! GG. I am Daniel Ling aka BunZ. why BunZ? coz i love to eat PappaRoti.. lame.. lolz. dunno what to write about at the moment, will be right back! hehe
